A long time

(Me and Monica on vacation 2009)

So it has been a while since i have written on my blog. But i had talk to my dear friend Julie today and she shared with me how she had read my blog and cried..I told her that i didnt realize how hard it would be blogging about my Grief Process. I just thought it would be a good healing process until i started and then realized just how hard it was to relive those days. I promised her that i was gonna continue with the blog and finish it someday...may take me a while but i know that this is a good healing process and i told Julie that if she cried too then i didnt feel as if i was carrying the burden alone...she could cry with me. So in the near future i will gather some of my journals back up, pull some of those ugly, nasty feelings and emotions that i went through back up and i will continue my blogging and my grief journal.